i still believe

i still believe...
i still believe good warm days with you are coming our way...

what, where, who...

Where did the magic go?
Where is that sparkle in the eyes?
What hapened to those blue skies?
Who broke the bright lights?
Where did the tummy butterflies flew off too?
Who stole that wish of beeing alive just because of you?
Simply...

What went that wrong making us be at opposite ends struggling to get back?

Cold summer morning

It was cold outside as he left the room, the sun was shinning, but there was a sense of lonellyness in the air. He coulnd't figure it out, things were just not right. He walked to the window, and he saw her on the other side of the street. He called her name, but she didn't listen, or she just didn't care. He ran outside, and saw her entering a graveyard. As soon as he got to her, she was crying next to a grave. "i'm sorry, i should never have let you go my love." she said as she left... His heart broke, who was the other man he didn't know of? He came closer to the grave to read the stone, and he just dropped on his knees... his name was on it. He was dead!

Looking at the light at the end of the tunnel

So close... and so bright, i look at the light, and i just feel like touching it. It felt like it was so away and so cold. But now, it has a warm feeling, like it's calling me. Over and over again...

Adeus...

Hoje lembrei-me de ti, vi uma foto tua e simplesmente me lembrei. Já passou algum tempo desde que te foste, e o vazio que cá deixaste continua a sentir-se. Algumas das tuas coisas ainda cá estão, no mesmo sitio, tal como estavam antes. Ainda se sente a tua presença, um bocadinho aqui e um bocadinho ali. Desde que te foste, tentei não falar de ti, tentei não me lembrar de ti, mas não há dia que não pense em ti. O vazio que cá deixaste nunca poderá ser prenchido, sinto a tua falta todos os dias, às vezes, várias vezes por dia. Desculpa todas as vezes que não te dei a atenção que merecias, desculpa todas as vezes que não te tratei como devia. Espero que estejas num sitio melhor. Hoje lembrei-me de ti... Hoje senti a tua falta... Hoje voltei a chorar como no dia que soube que te foste...

...

He was alone, just sitting there, wondering what was happening to the life he once had. She showed up, beautiful as always, she talked and he listened, he couldn't believe what was beeing said, his heart was breaking inside and he couldn't do nothing about it. He stood up, and kissed her, maybe for the last time, the fellings still remain there, they are just beeing pressed down as hard as they can.
Just before they went their seperate ways she asked, "what's wrong?" he smiled and replied "nothing". As he turned away, a tear dropped from his face and he whispered... "everything".

Desabafo

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